Ender has one brother who is so jealous of Ender that he is willing to kill the human race. Ender sends his kids to kill Peter but he captures them and kills one of them. Ender goes crazy starts trying to kill himself and all of his pride goes away. He thinks that he was the worst at being a father. Ender takes out all of his anger on himself. Ender decides to go kill peter himself. Peter catches Ender and says, " Ender its not that I hate you, its that, well I thought that I would get picked for battle school first but little thirdy did. I loved you, love you but you don't deserve what you got" I think that this shows how Peter thinks that life shouldn't come to you as easily as it did to Ender.
I think that my character is very confused that his life was fed to him like baby food, he was very clueless and now he is starting to realize that from his brothers jealousy.